Working Here Sucks Sometimes

It's saturday night and do you think that the ree ree's could stay home... nope they are out in full force. I swear sometimes customers drive me crazy.. there are the people that come in daily and always buy the same shit at the same time you could set a clock by them.. Annoying!! I know you help pay me but god.... then there is the crazy hot dog guy that comes in on 3rd shift here.. he's nuts! tonight he decided that a good fashion statement would be him in camo shorts and a jean jacket with no shirt on... Ugh I don't want to see your hairy ass chest you bald fuck! he looks like a member of the taliban... and he's always eating the hot dogs.. tonight he bitched because there wasn't any saurekraut.. really.. really... it's 1am and you need a hot dog with that crap... WTF??? Then there's the indian guy that just came in and decides he needs to give directions to the cutomer that asked me the question when i'm trying to answer him.. Hello rude much?? I am starting to think I am in the wrong profession.. as soon as I came in tonight I wanted to break the register... I came in to having 3 one dollar bills... WTF?? Are you serious, i'm supposed to be able to fucking ring people up at 10:30 at night with 3 mother fucking ones? And then i get the retards that get one thing put it on the counter and then say oh i need more stuff... Why couldn't you figure that out before I started to ring your gum up stupid??? I still have a cold but the sore throat went away and now it's a stuffyness which sucks! I can't even call out here because there is no one to cover my shift.... I should be fucking employee of the month for this crap... But whatever.. I think i'm done rambling now... Oh if someone could point me in the direction of how the hell to look at other people's blogs on this it would be much appreciated!! Have a good night...

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So it's a friday night and i'm at work again.. shocker.. I worked this morning for a couple hours to do the boss man a favor... I just got stung by the state liquer athority and passed.. my spelling is atrocious today due to the fact that i am out of it... I'm tired, hungry, I have the starting of a cold or the flu, but at least for once my teeth don't hurt!!! there is a silver lining after all... so court went bad.. he can have his daughter on sundays from 10am to 6pm which sucks for me cause i have to be at work at 6pm... good luck finding a ride.. I get to be late.. Not much else going on I have to plan deb's baby shower, my homo is moving to seattle, and my friend andrea is moving back here next week which should be interesting because she will not get along with my friends... they dont really like people that claim poverty and make mad money... Anyway thats all at the moment im gonna go act like i work here or something...

Working

It's a third shift again for me.... woo hoo... and it's been busy as fuck.. I am amazed im even away from the register at the moment... My teeth are starting to hurt again.. lucky me thank god i don't leave home with out the ambesol.. it's turning into my new best friend.. Thats pretty much it at the moment.. I'll keep ya posted with what happens at court on monday.. Super Cunt's goin down!

The Newest.....

So super cunt has struck again... that's what she does.. she waits until you think life might get back to normal and then there she is again fuckin shit up... Well here's some news for you Super Cunt.... We just found out that He didn't need to be paying you child support... it never went to court you stupid cow! And now we have a lawyer.... And he's gonna go after you.... I can't wait.. You reap what you sow and you have sown your last seed....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

So it's another 3rd shift for me... Yeah!! I'm not in so much pain that I feel I need to curl up under a blanket and die, but it's still a dull throbbing... I think I figured out that it's the wisdom tooth giving me the ear ache, which sucks.. I went to the dentist yesterday and they said they couldn't do anything for me... But they did offer me pain pills... WTF???? I want the pain to go away, not to dull it with pills...... But this is how my life goes... I get money to buy myself a car and then my mouth goes to shit... Not that I didn't know this was coming... I should have gone to the dentist ages ago... DON"T HOLD OFF ON THE DENTIST!!! GO NOW SO YOU DON'T FEEL MY PAIN!!!! I've been telling that to all my friends... I'm one of those people where everyone should learn from my mistakes.... and lord knows I have a ton of them... HAHA... oh newest news on the Super Cunt front... The stupid bitch still doesn't know I was around Hanna on Sunday... I miss my little cheek... I had so much fun with her, we played in the pool, and did this Hannah Montana activity book... I asked her if her mother ever did stuff like that with her and she said no... That makes me so sad.. How could her own mother not want to spend time with her??? Why did you even have her you stupid CUNT??? Your not a mother... Your someone who collects child support to sit on her once very fat ass!!!! I'm more of a mother to that little girl than you'll ever be!!! That's why she comes running to me when she see's me screaming my name.... Whatever... Your just a dumb cunt... always have been, always will be....

3rd shift again..

So I managed not to fall asleep last night here in my little pit of hell... As soon as I got home though all I had to do was sit on the couch and I was out like a light.. I woke up to my new Kitten Blue scratching my arm... he's so cute... I actually managed to have a somewhat stress free day.. Until news of Super cunt came out.... So now Hanna is allowed to be around her dad again even though tomorrow he has to go to work... oh and she wants her to be picked up by 7:30.. how's that supposed to happen I get out at 7am.. takes me 15 min just to get home.. takes 30 min to get to the applebee's parking lot where he picks her up... Who knows... Who cares... He said he doesn't care if Super Cunt doesn't want me around Hanna he's gonna have her around me Tomorrow cause he just doesn't give a fuck.. Those are his exact words... So who knows... at the moment the only thing on my mind is when should I lock the door here so I can pee? And should I go to sleep when I get home or stay up since I have to work monday morning??? Those are the really pressing dilemas at the moment...

Stuck at work on the third shift

So yeah i'm at work... not supposed to be on the computer but all my shit gets done so it doesn't really matter... Well it does but ahhh... so super cunt is now up to having her daughter relay the message to her father that she is no longer allowed to see him because she spent the night at her grammy's the other night.. I don't understand who she is to tell my boyfriend that his daughter can't see her grammy but she is super cunt for a reason and this just ties in with the rest of her.... oh so i am working on no sleep right now and don't know how I am functioning... must be all teh caffeine and i'm trying to keep moving.. easy here.. college kids drive me crazy!!! I don't understand the girls that come in here wearing hoochy coochy dresses that show off the bottom of their ass and heels that just make my mind boggle? And the amount of stupid.... How fucking dumb are these kids? Why would their parents waste mone4y to send them to college? Oh well.. I just play my death metal and hope that they get driven out of here with it... LOL... Well that's all for now.. I'm not too disgruntled at the moment... maybe tomorrow.

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ok another day another dollar thank god cause i need to buy a car since Super Cunt seems to be running my life on a daily basis... I'm gonna start charging her ass rent... So I took money out of my stock shit at work... didn't know i could wish i would've know this months ago I could have had a car by now.... I've been busily perusing craigslist and other sites for cheap cars since I will only have about $1000 to spend... the rest is straight in the savings account for a rainy day... Lol.... everyday is rainy in my land.... Had a huge on going fight with the boyfriend all night last night and into today.. don't feel like going into it... i've already shared with everyone I know... It just seems like he doesn't hear me or care to listen when i tell him the shit that's bothering me... Or to me it just seems like that maybe in his head he thinks he gets it but I don't really know if he does... I'm pretty pissed off that I have to run around trying to find myself a fucking car when I should be saving the money to put towards a better car not a peice of shit.... but whatever right.... just shut up and deal.... I was told today that i'm an angry person.. I'm not angry.... I'm sick of having my life revolve around everyone else's bullshit.... Haven't I already put up with enough in my life to now have to continue to do so???????? Argh.... Whatever I guess I'll go home now.. ALONE!!!! And sittin in jon's house alone doesn't really make me feel any better but I figured Ihad better write something so there you go..... Something..........

more shit

So since this morning a mass of shit has arrived at my doorstep... shocker.. not really this is how my life rolls... I got a promotion which now means i am even more of my boss's bitch.. but hey its more money in my pocket and i need a car so what ever works right? that and I am a money whore ask my exhusband.. with him i worked 3 jobs and what do i have to show for it? not a good damned thing since he got it all in the divorce... fucker.. crazy cross dressing, beating my ass fucker... Then the boyfriend who's supposed to be my fiancee but hasn't put a ring on my finger or asked my father if he could marry me which was his idea mind you not mine.. he picks me up from work, and informs me that he is going to his sisters house to spend the night with his daughter and all that goodness... at which point i flip out at him and let him know that i need to be at work at 6am and how the fuck am i supposed to get there if i have no fucking car... I don't understand why he can't just spend time with her and then take her back to super cunt? why is she running my life??? Last time I checked she didn't pay my bills so she has no say!!! so then i tell him maybe he should move out.. do I want him to leave? NO! I love him... we're supposed to be getting married.. but then I feel like the bad guy because if it wasn't for me attempting to cut my arm that night maybe we'd still have Hanna.. but then super cunt would pull anything to get her.. she has told him she hopes he dies.. and other horrible things wants her daughter full time but can't handle the responsibility that comes along with that.. she just got married and went on her honey moon and the day she came back she couldnt wait to pawn her daughter off on him... really bitch you didn't see her for a week and then you cant spend a day with her??? WTF??? She continues to boggle my mind... I don't understand this shit... thank god I didn't have any spawn with my ex.. And this is all yet another reason why I think people should have a license to breed... Besides all this I'm still with him... and I have put up with a load of shit in the 5 months we've been together.. I let his nephew move in for 2 months and mooch off us and I finally got sick of that and told the boyfriend to get rid of him.. then he does and now his sister is trying to get us to take him back.. really? I don't remember giving birth to a 20 year old recently... argh..... and I just have to think about how much I love him when I think about how easy it would be to just move home to hawaii.. my brother has already promised me a brand new car as soon as i step off the plane... why am i here putting up with this shit? My life would be cake if i moved back... but I wouldn't have the people I feel are my NY family.. Deb, my crazy pregnant best friend... and her drunken boyfriend who i love to pieces but wish he treated her better, then theres my gay best friend who's brother knows hes a homo but his parents deny it, Rachel my other best friend who just got married to her baby's daddy after 5 years and a mess of restraining orders, and then there's the others like Andrea who I havent talked to in 2 months because she came to visit and alloted me one day of her time and when I wasnt able to accomidate that because I have a life and a soon to be step daughter and a boyfriend and it was his birthday and other shit came up she gets pissy and throws an attitude... God... i have spent all my life making other people happy or trying to... I don't remember the last time I made myself happy.. I didn't take the promotion today so I could use the money on shit I needed. I did it to save for the wedding. my first one was shit... i'll get into that another day... believe me i should be a soap opera... or to spend the money on Hanna and her clothes and school shit, or xmas to make sure she was spoiled... I love this kid like she was my own... all my friends tell me why do you take responsibility for her she's not yours... I do it because I love her and she's gonna be my stepdaughter... but see it's always me on the back burner.... well thats enough for now i'll spew more drama at you tomorrow....

Argh

So here it is another day in my not so normal exisistance... I walk in to work... Yea! no coffee... but the two guys on register are just standing there twiddling their thumbs... Fuckers.. I swear I hate my job!!! Then we get busy as hell making sandwiches... woo hoo... I didn't sign up for this shit... The boyfriends driving me crazy.. his ex wife needs to die!! And now there's more fucking customers that i get to make food for... JOY!!!!